i miss Ah-Tum
i miss G-nai
i miss Muthu
i miss Na Ping
i miss Xia Ping.
in short, i miss sPdC.
miss the days i crap with them ~


suppose to b an off day for me
but James asked me back ):
work = no going out with Ah Tum and Co. ):):
sad*


but i m so BLESS!
Ah Tum n Co. nv forget about me (:
they bought cookies n muffins for me, and they show up at my work place (:
so sweet huh?
I AM SO HAPPY!!
thnks Ah Tum, Alan & Muthu~!!


haOpengyOu leaving town for almost a week to HK.
aww! i wan holiday too!!
sad*
PAPOT` throwing a party for him.
wondering i could make it =x
and what shall i buy for him lei?
wah! haOpengyOu, u go hols we buy u thing. u mus rmb to buy things back ok!?(:


on the train to work
i stared in daze.
mind started to wonder off again.
dreaming..
a song played on my mp3 made me almost in tears.
i wish i could b like the 'her' in the lyrics,
be strong n move on, on her own 2 feets - without the 'him'
deep in tot*
things r easier say than done.
i admit i am still tinking abt the THING tht i shudn be.
whenever i board a train, i m just too afraid tht i will met him.
had to put myself into the book or mag tht i m readin and dun dare to look up.
just in case, there is a YOU! right infront of me.
it is already 2 months since i last met him.
everything had ended. our frenship ended abt 2 months ago.
2 mths yet the silly is tinking.
why is this silly still tinking abt the silly which hurts her so deep?
MAYBE U GAVE ME A GOOD NAME - SILLY`
everything is beyond impossible now.
like what alicia n bel said, it is tht impossible to stop tinking.
let time heal the wound
but i m too exhausted to carry on.
too tired from everything.


my friends, i will be alright (:
i know some of my friends do care abt me.
i will be fine. and i swear`
really i will.
i will not breakdown like i did tht time in class(:
rest assured.


when 'forever' and 'promises' dont exist in my dictionary anymore.

holiday is here!!



taking a break for a month - charging battery!!
finally..
woohoo!! a month!!
gt plans to go SENTOSA.BBQ.KBOX.SWIMMING & HOPEFULLY CHALET if possible (:

IDEA ppt went on well.
SPDC is the first grp (:
i got the whole chunk of introduction memorise yet i stammered n mind went blank at the beginning.
nervous*
everything was goin on fine till Ms Jean shot us down at the finance part.
Ah Tum got the figures wrong therefore the whole calculation was wrong..
silly of us not to chck the calculations ):

the whole ppt for IDEA went on well.
i miss huda's grp cus i was away
opps`
personally, i like lurvies' grp - the cruise on air. wah! amazing!!
and the other from 22 i-sleep. (:
OF COS, i will prefer THE ONE N ONLY - CATALYST CHILDREN AND ELDERY CARE CENTER presented by SPDC` =x
kind of promoting..uh-huh!

went out to bugis with Ah Tum, Annabel, Alan, Junhao, Mun Chee, Yuyu & Chifoong
the usual hang out place on fri for my clique.
but today is THURSDAY!
ya i koe.. =x
hmm.. as usual - acrade
played crazy taxi & the mario kart =D
hmm.. i always lost to Ah Tum by tht milli seconds
aww!! not fair! ):

shopped ard for gown n formal wear.
Ah Tum n I wanted to buy a gown or maybe a dress - not too long.
for Ah Tum's Dajie's wedding
as for me is for my Aunt's wedding (:
hmm.. so we both liked one. $69.90.
hmm.. saving up!!



Things to do before Aunt Lizzie's wedding (25/11)
1. Tht dress from SEIYU
2. rebond my hair.
the list as for now -


1 month break.
is it enuff to for me to charge up for a 12 study week??
hopefully.

whenever i felt sad
whenever i felt lousy
whenever i felt irritated
whenever i felt like so pissed off
whenever i felt like breaking down
whenever i need someone to tok to
u will be there to cheer me up,listen to me, giv me a hearing ear






but now tht u're gone.
i had nth to ask for.





u're still the one i wish to tok to
whenever i am sad/lousy/irriated/pissed off/breaking down..

happy birthday 18th tammy (:



i was eating brkfast outside the study corner ytd when i saw this.
so i took a snap of it .
editted for some puny little reasons
and my mind went haywire the whole day.
kept thinking of the things which i shudnt
got nagging from alicia for thinking
hmph~ ) :

maybe i had been lying to myself all these while,
or maybe it is only ytd.
i just hope so..
sihui, didn u tell urself to stop tinking.
is it even worth for you to think abt someone who isnt thinking abt u anymore?
or someone who doesn even cherish a frenship u both had now?
who is in the wrong? - i kept askin myself.
more than a month of silence
what else lies ahead?
how many more hurdles of obstacles i had to cross to see some hope of light?
i just feel my heart had stopped beating since tht day
i was dead//
a fairy with a broken wing?
a candle without flame.
a tune without music
tht's how i am feeling..

the sentences tht my frens had always told me,
"dont ponder on the relation tht nv returns"
"he hurts u even before a relationship had started, what else?"
i am stubborn to keep thinking now.
sihui wake up!!

at night, someone tag in my blog.
i tot it was him.
how i really wish it was him.
but the first word prove me wrong.
then i knew it was wallace.
hais.
sihui sihui.
wad r u tinking now?

revising BSC this few days.
hais.
sad lah
the most confident n strongest subject now had turn up to be my weakest one now.
hais.
keep forgetting to add this or forget to minus tht
careless..

buck up!! sihui!!
can some one teach me hw to solve this eq.
52 = 100-20log(d) -8
'd' is the unknown.solve for d.
me,aishah n wang bei even consult the seniors.
but to no vaid.
hais.

one more paper and i am free (:

can sumone tell me, what shud i do now when i koe he will nv return back to me.

i am PMS-ing again*


blame me for been so pissed.
but i cant help but to get angry
seriously, i dun wish to throw my tantrum at u`
i am sorry

.
..
...
..
.


1.25pm
i walked into big mac center.
thinking the rest had reached mac before i do.
as the meeting time is 1pm.
walked in..
none of them is there.
i rang up haO peng yOu`
me: where u all?
HPY: at kfc
me: why u all at kfc? i tot meet at mac?
HPY: we changed place
me: den u nv tell me
HPY: tot u haven reach AMK mahs
me: even i nv reach, u duno how to tell me u guys at KFC arhs
HPY:sorry lar.intend to tell you when you reach amk
me: i told you tht i coming from city hall then right?
HPY: ya but tht time we haven shifted place
me: shift le nv say.
HPY: *silence* where are you?
me: outside the mosque.coming!!
HPY: oh ok..
*i hung up the phone*

this is what happened right after we "celebrate" adeline's birthday at Citylink Gelare`
i was on my way to meet them for a game of pool..
then...aww! forget it..shant say it anymore..
=z

today BMA paper is ..hahaha!!
can pass is a miracle.
can pass must take a good luff abt it!!
=D
hahaha!!

so instead of pool,
we went studying.
me.nicole.nigel.royson.wl.jieyi.vincent
then, rina.yvonne.sean.andy.rj.dolp.derrick came..
PAPOT`
wo ai PAPOT`
aww!! get sooooooo piss up!!

went back to smb with haO pen yOu`
tok on the way.
clear the misunderstanding (:
but i simply hate ppl who lie to me

on the way back @ yishun bus interchange.
2 things happen.
firstly, we were in the bus.
the bus had not reach the terminal
but gt one AJC girl she wanted to come out of her seat.
then gt one auntie retorted.
we used 'retort' in this case.=x
auntie: cannot wait arh! haven reach rite!
i was like jaws drop`
haO peng yOu n me exchanged glances.
den the AJC so reluctantly sat down after she gave the auntie a hard stare!!
wah!! power seh!

secondly, which alarmed me..
we were walking towards the underground.
den got one malay guy tok loudly on the phone..
MG: do u koe.. u slap someone in public u will get jail? u koe? it is a serious offence..blah blah blah`
i gave haO peng yOu a blur look
then he looked at me with a big question mark.
den i questioned him.
IN SINGAPORE, SLAPPING PPL IN PUBLIC = TO JAIL TERM?

haha!!
shall take a brk today`
BSC is on mon~!
final presentation on thurs!!
and i am free!! (:
gambatte!!

i miss bowling!! =z

ANNABEL LIM PEI KOON aka NA PING asked me to do this..
which was taken from her blog..

1.Full Name : Koh Si Hui
2.Name backwards : iuh is hok
3.Were you named after someone? No.I gt my name unique-ly =x
4.Meaning of name: adore of my parents =x
5.Nickname: hui/goldfish/ya ping/ba gei
6.Screen name: eup.hui/POS
7.DOB: 13o688
8.Place of Birth: Singapore
9.Nationality:Singaporean
10.Current Location : Study rOOm
11.Star Sign: gemini
12.Religion: fRee tinker
13.Height: 161
14.Weight: between 43-48kg
15.Shoe Size: 6
16.Hair Colour: black with abit of blonde =x
17.Eye Colour: Black with abit of brown from my mum's genes
18.Who do you look like: parents n Aunt
19.Innie or Outtie: wat the??
20.Lefty or Righty: Righty
21.Gay,Straight,bi or others: Straight
22.Best Frens: sPdC.Sapphire.PAPOT` & justina
23.Best frens u trust most: much to mention.maybe becus i trust people easily
24.Fav.Pal: sPdC & PAPOT`
25.Best fren of opp. sex: choose between the 2 - Roy n Andy
26.Best buddies: justina.PAPOT & sPdC
27.BF/GF: I AM THE SUSPENDED SINGLE
28.Crush: haha!
29.Parents: what do u wan to koe abt them?
30.Worst Enemy: YOU R UR WORST ENEMY WHEN U GO AGAINST UR OWN CONSCIENCE
31.Fav.online guy: wad the?
32.fav.online girl: wat the?
33.Craziest Fren: DEZIREE WONG!
34.Advice Fren: NICOLE ONG.ANNABEL LIM.ALICIA SO.ANDY LIM.
35.Loudest Fren:JORRIE TAN.this is all agree.
36.Person you cry with: watch me cry alone
37.Any sisters: only child`
38.Any brothers: only child`
39.Any pets: nO
40.Any disease: nO!
41.Pager: nO!
42.Personal phone line: my hse number n myhp.choose one`
43.Cell phone: 93******/91******
44.Lava Lamp: nO!
45.Pool or hot tub: Tub
46.A car: wishing for one
47.Your Personality: stubborn.hot-temper.blur
48.Driving: waiting.
49.Car you want: a MPV
50.Room: own.
51.What's missing: the warmth i needed.
52.Sch: mFpS.sEmb HigH.SP
53.Bed: super single
54.Relation with parents: rather gOOd
55.Believe in urself: sumtimes
56.believe in love at first sight: based on exp. YES!
57.good listener: sumhow
58.get along well with parents: oh..ya.
59.Save email convos?: wad lai de
60.Pray: ya
61.Believe in Reincarnation: sumtimes
62.Make fun of people: ya
63.Like to talk on the phone: ya!
64.Want to get married: of cus` (:
65.Like to drive: if i can
66.Motion Sickness: nO
67.Eat stem of broccoli: ya
68.Eat Chicken withFork: yes
69.Dream in Colour: a colour tht suits dream is purple
70.Type with your fingers on home role:huh?
71.Sleep with stuff animals: ya.tigger!
72.Next to you: my phone & camera
73.On the walls of your room:a band jigsaw puzzle which i got for valentine 2 years ago =x
74.On ur mouspad: my mouse
75.Dream Car: MPV
76.Dream Date: Mr Six
77.Dream Honeymoon spot: somewhere where we both like
78.Dream Husband/Wife: MR Six
79.Bedtime: now!
80.Under the bed: lies another bed
81.Single Most Important Qn:why?
82.Bad time of the day: morning
83.Your worst fear: people drifting away
84.The weather:windy
85.Time: 1.30am
86.Date: 140806
87.Best Trick you did on someone: abt the zip on his pants
88.Theme Song: thinking
89.Hardest thing about growing up: reality
90.Funniest exp.: joking with frens tht makes me luff non-stop and duno wat the hell we luffing abt
91.Scariest Exp: when sumone left
92.Silliest Exp: thinking tht the dream will cum true
93.Most desperate and funnies thing: bathin for an hr?
94.Scariest thing while you are with your friends: a lie
95.Worst feeling: hurt when ur love one hurt u
96Best Feeling:joy! when they won the award(:
97.And now the stabotagin begins ; choose 3 to do the quiz.
NICOLE.ANDY.JUSTINA!

2 things i had regretted in my 18 years.
which are linked.
to end a thing ; and to believe in a promise



i had a dream last night.
thinking of the past..


went out with the girls
1.2.6
dionne.jess and me...



i love FIREWORKS!
had TCC for late lunch/dinner
the macoroni is nice!!
jess ordered dOry something
while dionne ordered curry chicken..=x
our drinks are interesting.
dionne was readin off the menu
when she found out tht Frappe Choco Mint
which i drank the other time with Fiona during band fiesta
was a drink tht suits ME - gemini (:


our drinks.
Frappe Choco Mint for Jess.
Cirtus Green Apple for dionne
Hawaiian Breeze for me


our supper at Starbucks. (:
Raspberry Blended for Dion
Espresso Frappacino for Jess
lastly, Choco Cream Chip for me

took the last train home.
reached home bout 1220.
i was so sleepy tht i laid down on the sofa at starbucks.
hmm..
wonder when is the next time we girls will be out (:



our little summary of the day
done by dionne (:




i am sorry
i am sorry
i am sorry
i am sorry.
a misunderstanding
someone's sad
someone's lost;unwilling to accept
this is not the right time.

happy birthday xinglin`



law was quite alright.
just confusing enuff for me to crack my brain..
no more contract law for me ever again!!

met sapphire and jiayi at cine.
catch click.
nice show`
9 out of 10
touching comedy.
we cried at the end part.
will you still love me still in the morning?
forever and ever,babe
if i ever had this control which was not given by the 'angel of death'
i will rewind my time back to sec 5. (:
the moments i share with my band(:
hee=D

had seoul garden for dinner.
i am full'



annabel.na ping*
thanks for ur lil' oppoturnity(:

hao pen yOu*
thanks so much for ur understanding..
you'll nt be forgotten (:


will you still love me in the morning?
forever and ever,babe`

my heart no longer skip a beat when i wrote tht 3 words of yours..
why??
confused n puzzled.
smiling like before*
hopefully`

fireworks tht brighten up my night, like the stars had dotted the sky.

met rina.
headed down to city hall to meet the rest
we are extra early so we went to SHOP!
i duno how long i was in there.
i bought a pair of socks and she got herself a new top.
my eyes were glued to 3 tops.
i got to buy them down!!
- be the captain of my heart
tht is wad is wrote on the shirt.(:
bought tammy's present - wallet frome esprit
$59.90 same as mine =z
it is a silver wallet.
hope she likes it.

i was touching here and there when vonne came in to drag me out.
aww!!
the guys went to eat and went off.
me? waiting for alicia.
she was late..
shu joined us later.
and the place was packed..
we had a hard time going in and out =z
so there we stood under a tree.
fireworks*~

had late dinner with the both 'ping's at MOS
again`
took train home.
nites`

dad bought a new mp3.
wondering when is my new specs got to be make.
i wan tht specs i saw the other day!!
*grin*

fondue!!
my fondue is tmr!!
got to eat it tmr` (:
sPdC*

she's dead
the heart stop beating'

a blessing in disguise*

happy birthday to DaJie in advance!

ytd was the last day of CADD.
ytd was the the second last lesson of CS.
drew lots for the partner for CS conflict(role-play) assignment
9 of us bet on WHO will eventually pair up with tht guy!
i mean whoever will be the one, got to treat us drinks
if it happen to strike any 9 of us (:

so the lots went rolling =x
his name was read third on the roll.
Ms Lim : ____ gonna pair up with Wan
the 9 of us were relieved but felt there is no more excitement
hahas..
it was Wan! not any of the 9. (:
phew~!
i was pair up with Dajie.
while alicia was pair with Lizzie.
bel with lurvies.shu with ghaz
Jun with Wang Bei and Alan with Hafidh

after sch,
went to Lau Pat Sat again,
this time round is with more ppl! (:
tht includes me,bel,alicia,shu,zhen,bei,alan & jun.

a cake from Polar
noodles, 2 plates of carrot cake.
stingray. satay
tht's all`
and we are full*

crap along the way to merlion park.
each of us were given nicknames.
ending each with a PING.
while alan was ended with a LAN - for a reason (:
I AM YA PING!
becus of my teeth`
Annabel is Bel-Ping
Alicia is Xia Ping cus ALI-XIA`
Lizzie is Mo Ping becus...
Shu is Nai Ping cus she has the biggest ...=x
Dajie is Dan Ping cus she is dumpling!!
Bei is Jing Ping..
Jun is Shui Ping.. dun ask me why. LOL~
Alan is Sugar Lan = Su Ke Lan = Scoltland.


MY NAME IS YA PING
sounds so nice rite..
XU YA PING! (:
Ya Ping = Teeth Straight.
LOL`
my teeth arent straight.
tht's why i am call Ya Ping!!
LOL`


the birthday girl n her cake`

the choco mint cake`

our crapping foto shots at Merlion Park

our style

bashing up the birthday girl

*pointing*


the pinks

gay act 1

lesbian act 3

sPdC - the pinks n the zebras!

dajie,alan,jun,bel n bei went home.
the left overs went up to the rooftop..
the breeze is so shiok!(:
the view is bery nice~!
the 4 of us laid down on the parquet flooring and looked up into the sky
i wish*
enjoyed myself last nite..(:

ya ping wrote her night off`